Like Sands Through The Hourglass, So Are The Hairs On The Pillow

After much discussion and a thorough review of the material by my brother-in-law, Mike (the doctor in the family), we decided to participate in the clinical trial. For us, it made the most sense. The choice caused us to transfer hospitals. Fortunately, based on various test results, Atia was defined as "Standard Risk - Low". This was important because it determined her treatment plan. We were also lucky because Atia was selected to be part of the group that would get the extra dosage of the drug being "tested". We were informed that she would be receiving chemo for over two years straight. July 10th, 2011 is her final treatment date.

We quickly learned that Cancer in children and adolescents is rare. According to CureSearch, ALL is the most common pediatric cancer, accounting for 35% of all cancers in children. There are about 7,000 new cases in children and adolescents (birth to 21 years of age) in the United States each year. Thankfully, the National Cancer Institute stated, The improvement in survival for children with ALL over the past 35 years is one of the great success stories of cancer treatment. In the 1960s, less than 5 percent of children with ALL survived for more than five years. Today, about 85 percent of children with ALL live five years or more. We were encouraged by these statistics, but they didn't minimize our overall concern.

You never REALLY know if your child is one of the 85 percent that will survive or the 15 percent that won't. And remember, of the 85 percent that survive, some only live for five years. 1 of 4 Share - Digg Next image Previous image In this gallery More images left More images right Before Treatment. Atia began the first of six phases of chemo treatment on April 20th, 2009. She was given anesthesia while doctors performed a spinal tap and injected the first doses of three different chemos (an injection into the spine, a push through her picc line and an oral pill). This treatment made Atia violently ill. She threw up all over Steve several times that day and couldn't stop crying. She was in excruciating pain. She suffered a severe headache from the spinal tap as well. Her white blood cell count (WBC) was 40,000 that day.

Amazingly, the next day her WBCs had reduced by 50 percent. The same thing happened on the next day and the next. Atia was responding remarkably well. Finally, a small victory! Unfortunately, though the chemo was doing its job well, it was also taking its toll. Atia was incredibly sick during the first phase. She would spontaneously throw up, experience severe mood swings and cry all the time. She was exhausted and in immense overall pain. She was still immobile and losing weight and muscle quickly. As expected, Atia also started losing her hair. Though you know it's going to happen, you're never quite ready (view slideshow below). When we were finally able to take her home, we were excited and nervous at the same time. We weren't sure that we'd be able to satisfy all of her needs or remember the complicated schedule of medications she required.

We were shocked by the level of responsibility placed on the parents. As stated in my previous entry, we have no medical training, but were forced to quickly master both the names and quantities of drugs that we'd never heard of before such as, Methotrexate, Vincristine, Mercaptopurine, Dexamethasone, Bactrim, Nystatin, etc. Did you know that 1 cc and 1 ml are the same liquid measurement? We didn't, but do now. The doctor said, "Remember, she gets this medication twice daily all week long, and then this medication is also twice daily but only on Mondays and Tuesdays. This one can be given either one hour before she eats or two hours after, but never with orange juice." Thank goodness we were provided a calendar that outlined what, when and how much Atia was to receive, but at times I even found that confusing.

Our time home WAS exciting, but for all the wrong reasons. The first day was the toughest and most frightening day we'd experienced since watching Atia go under anesthesia...



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